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Intuitive healing
The Fear Standard - Chapter 3 Negative Aspects Of Evolved Fear
Where We Begin As Little Folk
Children also start out with a good intuitive sixth sense to absolutely know when something feels good or bad. They know their truth. It is a pure sense that becomes foggy and faint with programming when more importance is placed on the impermanent material world, and less emphasis on the infinite inner spiritual world. Children are told that what they are psychically and emotionally registering is not true, good, or appropriate based on a negative evolved fear belief or attitude that is in the process of being ingrained into them. So children will learn not to listen to their intuition or the spirit of their inner heart's truth. They will develop internal conflict. They are told that their feelings and intuition are not only unreliable, but also not real. The Light of the Spirit can never be extinguished, but it can be dimmed. An example is that it becomes inappropriate to cry. A parent may tell a child, "It's nothing to cry about" or "I'll give you something to cry about. " And so a seed of repression gets planted a very insidious, negative, evolved fear seed...
Within the spiritual dimension, we are all eternal souls with Spirit as an inherent part of us. We carry the memory of our beginning and all our past experiences along on an unconscious and conscious voyage within us, which will continue to manifest throughout eternity as our personal and individual uniqueness grows. Information and data pour into our consciousness in bits and pieces as situations and stimuli trigger them. Notice how babies arrive equipped with a personality that is uniquely their own. No one child's personality or identity is the same. They will all have their own memories, attractions and feelings about styles, food, places and things. Babies arrive with specific creative gifts, their own talents and interests, already in place, waiting for growth and expression in the good fertile soil of support...
The Journey Of My Inner Child
I remember sitting on the floor next to a wall behind a large overstuffed high back chair in the living room, my legs pulled up to my chin, and my nightgown stretched down to cover my toes for warmth. Up through the age of eight, I would find warm, quiet hiding places where I could observe. Observing wasn't necessarily with my eyes as much as other senses. I was born quite myopic or near-sighted. And it was at the age of five when I put on my first pair of glasses to see clearly across a room. I was however, born with a sharp gift of intuitive abilities. I just knew and felt things. I was an empathic child right from the beginning. My nighttime dreams were epics and deeply vivid while my daytime mind was always as busy visualizing and sensing everything around me without any effort...
I didn't understand that my need to retreat frequently by myself was because I absorbed the emotions of others. I'd feel tired or overwhelmed. It wasn't until my mid thirties that I fully understood what was actually happening and that I had these intuitive-empathic gifts that needed to be directed and used in a positive way. Later in life, I learned how important it was to learn to observe and release outside psychic energy, especially negative energy, so it wouldn't drain me. That has been a long journey. I still actively work on it...
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